Wow, thank you for sharing. I’m also “disorganized” and to be quite frank with you - the official website really pissed me off because it made me feel f?!&ed up and past saving. Thankfully, I had already been heavily investing in inner child work, reparenting and my spiritual growth when I came across it. I’ve come a long way in the past few years and any kind of real or perceived rejection seems to bother me less and less. But this is a great reminder to focus that on my relationship in whatever way I can. I’m happy you’ve found your way ♥️🙏🏽