I’m so sorry you experienced this trauma. It’s not fair and not okay — period. But I have to disagree, I don’t think straight people hate those in happy relationships, I think most people do not live and lead from the heart, and when that happens, we’re manipulated by whatever conditioning is undertaken. The best thing you could possibly do is live as yourself, embody happiness if that’s what you feel, and shed your concern for other’s opinions. It’s easier said than done, but it’s the only way to experience true freedom — for any of us. Know that you are beautiful, valuable and precious exactly as you are and share that gift with the world. We need more of it.